Well it’s been a minute since I last posted, but that doesn’t mean you have been far from my thoughts and heart. I think about you everyday and pray constantly for our relationship to be restored.
I’m sorry I wasn’t a mother to you and that I failed you. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, but I can’t. I wish I had the strength I have now way back then. Things would certainly be different.
I’m permanently scarred from that dark time of my life. I am finally beginning to allow healing to come in, after 20+ years. I have let my past hinder my future, but no more. It’s only because I am somebody in Jesus! I have been changed by the blood of the Lamb and He has made me whole again. Maybe one day you’ll allow me to show that to you.
I sure do love and miss you.
Renee
