It’s been a minute since I posted. Honestly, I am very discouraged because I’ve tried to reach out so many times, to no avail. I’ve prayed, prayed and prayed some moreand still nothing. But today, I wanted to try one more time.
I realized maybe I’ve never actually told you I’m sorry for abandoning you as a child. If I haven’t, I’m doing so now. I’M SORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME. How I treated you wasn’t personal. I was abused and traumatized and you were the unwilling victim. It’s not that I didn’t want you. I did. I was just in such a bad way. Life was miserable and so was I. If I could go back and change the way things played out, I would. But, I can’t and all I want to do is move forward. I pray that you will find it in your heart one day to forgive me. I miss you and want nothing more than for you to be a part of my life. I love you.
Renee
