Family is a very important part of my life. Even when things are bad and we have issues, I still love my family and that includes you. I really wish you would give me an opportunity to be a part of your family. You have no idea how much I miss you. I’m getting married in two weeks and I really wanted you to walk me down the aisle, or at the least be a guest, but I know that’s not going to happen and that really hurts me. I know you think I don’t care about you and I didn’t care about you, but I did and I do. I was in such a bad place when you were born that I didn’t know from one day to the next if I was even going to be alive. Tina was horrible to me, to you and even to her own children. She abused all of us and now she’s in prison for the rest of her life for that abuse.
I’m posting today because I had a nephew in California die as a result of a drive by shooting. I didn’t even know him and I’m in mourning like I did. He’s family and that means so much to me.
I’m gonna close for now so I don’t get too emotional. Please know that I love you…always have and always will. I truly hope and pray that one day you’ll give me the chance to prove that. I’m a good person Dominique. I just made some bad choices, choices I regret every day, and if I could go back in time and change things I would. But I can’t. I just want to move forward and I would love for you to be a part of my life going forward.
