Every year, the closer it gets to your birthday, a deep sadness sets in on me because I am really missing you. And it’s no different this year. My heart is so heavy and aching so bad. There’s a big hole in my heart that nothing or no one can or will ever fill.
It’s a wet, dreary day here and it matches my mood. I’ve had some health scares lately, and each one makes me remember that tomorrow is not promised to any of us. But I pray that I will live to see the tomorrow, no matter how long it may be, that I will be able to see my son once again. It’s been 17 years and there hasn’t been one day that I haven’t thought about you or prayed to be reunited with you.
Always know that you are loved and missed.
Renee
